vineri, 1 aprilie 2011

I'm waiting for you



I ain't leaving till i don't see you breathing ,on you're own
Till i see you walking with no broken bones,
Why did i made you cry and let you out the door
How could i be so sick and out of control
Only god knows how things will occur
But i still blame myself for letting you go out my door

And now it's night time
I stare alone in the dark
I still can't manage
The pain in my heart
I need you here
To show me the way
I need you here for the rest of my days

I'm waiting waiting waiting in this room full of grief
I'm waiting waiting waiting for you,to come back soon

As days pass by ,they turn into weeks
I even prayed to the gods as the ancient greeks
But still no word still living in pain and hurt
I'm waiting for the luck to invert and for the pain to convert
Into shear joy but there's no mountain that i wouldn't destroy just to see you're smile full of joy

And then in the 5th day of may
You opened you're eyes late in the noon
Never to soon,never out of tune
They were still green like spring in full bloom
My heart ready to boom as you're look pierces through
You look in my soul see the hole
There was my heart which you stole
Not so long time ago before walking out the door

I'm waiting waiting waiting in this room full of grief
I'm waiting waiting waiting for you, to come back soon

Then the cold silence enveloped the room
For the next few days the only pleasant thing was the par-fume
From the flowers i bought every day for you
Still living in hope still the pain i can't cope
Still drinking caffe and coke so i won't miss the moment you'll awoke from the deep sleep the car crush provoked
Sick stork all the dreams and all the memories my brain will evoke
Naught to give me a heart stroke

And now it's night time
I stare alone in the dark
I still can't manage
The pain in my heart
I need you here
To show me the way
I need you here for the rest of my days

I'm waiting waiting waiting in this room full of grief
I'm waiting waiting waiting for,you to come back soon

Day by day from december to may
Stood by you're side
Taught glided thru my mind
Never losing patience never giving up
Waiting for the ordeal to end up
For you to smile and talk
For the pain to burn out
And this strain to run out
But i have no doubt
From this hospital you'll be soon out

As sun shines over you're eyebrows
You're hand moves the feeling it arouse
Could it be,could you come back to me,slowly but shortly
Then you open you're eyes in front of them i can't wear any mask or de-guise
You see it in my eyes the pain and joy
All my mind and soul in front of you
Take off the oxygen mask and without any gasp you call my name
I come closer my soul burns like a flame
You touch my face you're hands still full of grace
One moment that lasts forever
Could i forget it?

Winter time

little spears are hanging were the leaves were long ago

dancing with the spirits that are wiling to let go

though the cold if frightful and the view is so delightful

never want it to let it goo

little flakes are falling from the sky, from far above

music plays harmonically in the background of my soul

and I swear i can't let go uoooo... X2


ref: cause it is winter timea

feeling so divine

cause it is winter time

the time of poetry and rime


night brings darkness and the light is fading out

i am still wondering what nature's all about

though the cold is so frightful the felling is graceful

i never wanted to let it goo oo

the moons starts rising and the clouds go to sleep

then one by one the stars start to blink

its time to ho home...but ,but

i swear I never would have let it goo

ooo nooo ooo


ref: cause it is winter time

a feeling so divine

cause it is winter time

the time of poetry and rime

Breaking inside

Thinking of you as the time passes by

Don't know what to do since we last said good bye

Wish you were here siting next to me

Wish I was there to care and to see


When I'm alone I'm breaking inside

Can't find a home for my spirit tonight

You are not here to give me inner peace

You are not here to give

me one last kiss


Thorn inside out I'm pretending I'm fine

Without your presence there are no stars in the sky

Writing these words that you'll never see

Wile you train with swords I think you'll agree

At 4 AM writing my own taught

Think I'm getting mad as i see flying dots

Maybe I'll carry on writing in my dream

Were are you girl?...

Ooo ooo...

Were are you girl?


Been searching you forever more

Been seeing you in my dreams for sure

A mear presence a shadow in time

Like a poem a drop of harmony in rime


An ever present voice in my mind

Something so special that can't be described

With eyes so bright like the spring cloudless sky

With that soft voice that makes you wonder why

With that worm smile which will heal me when i cry


Ooo why

O why

And i knowww you're out there

And i knowww you're waiting girl

Don't let goooo cuz i'll find you

Don't let goooo cuz i'll spot you in a crowd and i'll be shouting loud : it is you i have no doubt!

Feelings through nature

Oooo why has the night got to be so dark

Searching for the light but there is no spark

So why has the sun got to be so hot

Searching for the ice that will cool it of

And why has that cloud got to be so thick

The rain will follow in just a blink

Why has the air got to be so cold

Come on, get close, need someone to hold

And why is this water crystal clear

Everything turns fine if you want it dear

And why is the fire melting down the ice

Just seems like a game with a rolling dice

And why dose the earth has to spin so slow

It seems day light left ages ago

And why is summer ending all to fast

Will i get the chance to tell you at last


My feelings through nature

Ooo my feeling meant danger...

My feeling through nature

Ooo my feelings are sincere

My feelings... through nature...


O why do the leafs turn yellow so soon

People want to bring down the moon

And why dose the snow cover flowers in full bloom

Baby without you my word's set for doom

So why do mountains travel through the clouds

When you hold my hand you may have no doubts

That I will always be there for you

With an open heart and an answer to

All the questions you cloud ask

I will answer them without any gasp


Green eyes

Dynamic eyes lay motion less

Caught in the search that is mining less

Searching and looking i can only guess

What is going on behind green eyes ,so intense


No,no words can't come even close

That girl is wild yo' can not tame her

She can't be changed she can't be yours

Her mind bent the metal hard cage

And Yo can not keep her distracted tho you feel so attracted

The look upon her face makes you wonder what misteryes lie behind her green eye!


At night time you sit back and wonder

Her eyes seem to watch you all the time

but wen you turn they're not there, in no time

Where ever you go where ever you are you see them everywhere ,in the back of your mind ,in the sit of your car when you drink in the bar or relax at the spa

And they're been in your dreams took control of your sleep keep on looking at you without being discreet

And they're watch you till the day that you die with the same passion that you saw the first time


Dynamic eyes lay motion less

Caught in the search that is mining less

Searching and looking i can only guess

What is going on behind green eyes ,so intense...


....

The world,feels like crushing

Right down,over me

I search for the answer

That could set me free


I'm far from perfection

I'm far from the sky

I guess all I'm saying

Is that I still try


The world is now burning

In frightful red fire

No one and nothing

Can fulfill my desire


Annie's her name

The peace she brings

Into my life ,as if i knew her forever

She is the one

She'll break the ice ,that froze my heart forever


Annie's her name

A note , a tune that plays inside my mind as soon, as i open up my eyes i see...

But she's not standing next to me...

What move should i make

What can i say

Living with the fear she'll walk away


Annie's her name

The drop of rain,which fell into my soul one day

Annie's her name

The flame of fire,that burns my soul in pure desire


But after the storm

The sun will come up and give my life a brand new start

And there'll come a day in which i'll pray for the storm clouds to go all away...

With perfect eyes, they're so intense

When you look at them you feel enchanted and tense

And they way she looks,you notice right away

Sensing the danger, now you are her prey

Those eyes launch arrows that price thru you're soul

But her smile makes you forgive all her wrong


Annie's her name

A note , a tune that plays inside my mind as soon, as i open up my eyes i see...

But she's not standing next to me...

Annie's her name

The drop of rain,which fell into my soul one day

Annie's her name

The flame of fire,that burns my soul in pure desire


Sometimes i feel shes to perfect for this world

And i ask questions ,in the dark, that even to me sound absurd

Got me real good,a hit in the chest

I never believed in love, and now I'm a mess

Seems i finally found the one that can thame me

Seems i finally found the grace that will captivate me

So i finally found the one who fascinates me

I finally found the peace in the storm that was torturing me


Annie's her name

A note , a tune that plays inside my mind as soon, as i open up my eyes i see...

But she's not standing next to me...

What move should i make

What can i say

Living with the fear she'll walk away

Annie's her name

The drop of rain,which fell into my soul one day

Annie's her name

The flame of fire,that burns my soul in pure desire